scary indeed..

Reflections on O'Level results..


remembered me talking about stress building up?
yes.. i actually did in the first post i ever posted.. guess wat.. O's result released today.. nv expected it to be so soon... seems like it will be exectly 1 year till its our turn to move up into the hall.. and get the ticket that brings about our future.. ahz.. thats the key to our future.. and reflecting about the faces I've seen today.. i really hoped to be the one jumping up and down.. seeing faces of joy and sorrow.. woahz.. stress really does builds up.. remembering wat mdm loh privately said to me at the hall... i almost cried.. yes i meant what i typed..
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Mdm Loh:"nicholas.. how do u feel? 4E did quite ok but some was just disappointing.."
Me:"ya.. i know that it was disappointing to see ppl with D7 E8.."

Mdm Loh:"Do you know that next year.. you'll be the one in this position.. recieving your results like them.. I want to see you with a smile on your face! I can tell who's gonna make it and whose not.. your one of those distinction ones.. but if you switch off and go yakking away.. your results will too go flying away.."
Me:"orh(touched and kinda guilty now)"

Mdm Loh:"alrite! do u see.. i have to comfort so many ppl.. tell them not to cry.. of cuz u wouldnt want to be like them rite? you want to be the one jumping out of this hall! ok i have copied some of the results.. i'll show the class tml.. im going for meeting then.."

At that moment.. this feeling really rushes and fills me thru out.. being scared and stress and the same time... its really hard to explain.. you really have to be there see the results and feel it for your self! As of all i would just wanna conclude..
O's are coming real soon.. give it your best shot.. give it all u have.. just press on..! cuz you'll never know the future.. the future is unpredictable! so work hard guys!!!

Signing off: **____Nicholas``intrudes..